Hey, guess what. I am chasing a girl, a girl who is far away from me at the thought, life style, and idea mode. I want to have a relationship with her because I want a companion with me at this boring path. I don't see how much shining points that she has from my prospective of beauty. I need her it's just because I need someone to give me something to do when I am boring and when I am not happy. But that is not the exactly reason. I need a female one.

Is it a ugly stuff when I have a such idea? I dont know. But I did it. I made some flowers on March 8th and I sent her the flowers, which I said I had spent an afternoon to build because I want to impress her at the first sight.

But in fact, I don't really want to have a relationship in the graduate period and I must have to say I really enjoy the self-being time and I think it's not the right period for me to get stucked by the emothional stuff.

But my father told me to get a famale partner to get each other through the tough times, which I dont see it necessiry.

But I finally persuade myself to do that.
So I grasped the opportunity to get into her world, but she is a kind of ice mount which has no feeling about the passions about her, or may be I haven't shown her the hot idea about my efforts.
What is now pouring my passions off is that there is another guy in my class, who had shown her some information, which she gave her recognition to. But although three days have passed, there is nothing new happening on her main page of the QQ zone, which really makes me embarrassed.

That guy still owns a place in her heart, which means she still cares about his feeling.

I don't care about this as some great guys have told me that there is no right or wrong in the battle of love. That is