yesterday, at night, when i watied my parter going home together, i looked the name in my phone at fetion. One special name, "__, keep happiness," (Sorry, I can't translate it well, ).  I suddenly knew its means, its me, its me ,she hopes i can happy all the time.   

I  hurts her , she is so well that she is actally a an angel in my heart; Because it , i think i am not enough to vindicate. A female , i love but can't to love again. Now, hope you happy everyday.