Sometimes i want to complain the society changes so much. It is not as what we thought before.
As a individual, it is always weak and difficult to change the world. How about act as another way? Let's change ourself, it would be rather easier for me to do it like that. Otherwise, I find it would be easier than going for changing the world.
For the desire of the ideal life, it is always having the distance for what we want it to be and the reality. It surprised to not body that we all have puzzle at some periods , expecially when we come to the junchure of the roads. But we have to walk to it, either paths we choose, we have accept the result peacefully, there is surely not rehearsal in the reality. Not matter actting good or bad, it is past. As long that living continues, we get experience from our past days. We may act better in the rest of the life. But, life pasts, it would not come gain.
For the above case, I want to say when comes to some decision which affects our whole life, it deserves a second thought and does not make decison in rush. Follow our heart even there is still with biggest regretness in the rest of the life.
Heart is not easy to be peace as long as we have some desire to realize. Coming to this point, Some chooses to become a monk or a nun. Some trys to realize the desire with great sacrificing and any ways possiblly. I myself get puzzle too. How come heart is not easy to be peace?
Maybe there is always somebody getting our attention. It is good when love becomes a familiar thing.