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Can I look for a better myself?

Hot 1131 views. 2018-9-10 10:56

 

Can I look for a better myself?

 

I hate myself! I hate myself without putting enough effort to pursue what I want! I hate myself being easily giving up. I hate myself lose the passion for doing things. I hate myself without a clear aim and stick to it.

 

I don't have friends to talk and share the things.  That maybe one of the reasons why I can not relief from the pressue. It is panaroid!

 

Is it destiny for living a lonely life. Without loved one to care and nobody to care about self. It is such darknest life, is it worthwhile to live a life like this. What a shameful to myself. Like a deserted man.

 

Do I have capability to fight back? Do I weapon up myself so that I can defend the attack from the society. Time is cruel and fair for everyone. I can not blame the fate, society and others too. What I can blame is myself. Do I really have a try? Have a try to make the better life?

 

I can not answer this question! I am not ready for answering it . I hope that this is not an excuse. I do not understand myself sometimes as what I said before.

 

Life is mysterious. Like a puzzle and wait to disclose.

 

Take a sigh and have a rest. Hopefully, do not lose the courage to continue the life journey for everyone

 

 

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Reply wangjide01 2018-9-11 13:54
I am under a great pressure this year.  I always self-doubt and feel that I am a loser. Because I even lose my direction besides can't get a new job when I was 37 years' old.  But that's a opportunity to think about my life and improve myself.  I think we can get a better future after the time. Best regards
Reply jaylinxuxun 2018-9-11 15:49
wangjide01: I am under a great pressure this year.  I always self-doubt and feel that I am a loser. Because I even lose my direction besides can't get a new job w ...
You have quick good language skills so that getting a new job is not so much difficulty for you. But you may have bigger target , If you still feel pressure , trying to find some ways to self-improve, otherwise to make good arrange your valuable time, sometimes,  pressure is not only come from job, family,ages but a empty heart!

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