I was still wandering around the dilemma I am facing now: to go or not to go?
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I am a Libra, so I become more hesitating when making a choice. For example, here in front of me are two suitis of clothes with different styles and tastes which are all my favourites. If I have money, I will buy all of them, and that is a very easy way to solve this matter. However, if I am short of money, I will find it a very hard problem to be solved and I will take some time to make a choice. But I think the refusal to buy one will be the best result for me.
Well, my Mr. Right said that these are just psychological effects made by myself through a long time spent in reading books concerning constellation, especially Libra, which, consequently, became a hypnosis to me and made me develop a thinking mode: I must find it hard to make a decision because I am a Libra.
Well, anyway, no matter what the reason it is, the truth was that I am lingering from this choice to the other choice and I find it hard to make a decison.
I could not make up my mind on one matter until two or three days before. I hang out with Mr. Right, and wanted to take a bus home. We waited in the bus stop, me stamping my foot impatiently and him standing by me with no worries. Very soon, a bus came which could take us home. I dragged him to rush to the bus. The bus stopped and many people are crowding on and off the bus. I became very worried because I did not want to join a busy bus. And I saw another bus approaching which followed our way too. Considering so many people on and off, I preferred the latter bus even though I did not know how many people were in the second bus. So I dragged again Mr. Right to the second bus, but I found that the latter one is much more crowded than the first one. So I decided to drag again my Mr. Right.
But this time, he seemed a little bit annoyed and stopped me. He told me that it was not a good choice to wander around the street with so many cars and buses passing through. He muttered that I should make a choice any way and not bother to go blindly for a so-called shortcut. In fact, we could get on the first bus directly just now if I did not drag him. But I gave up even though we were the next ones to get on the bus and chose blindly the second one which was much more crowded. If I continued to drag him to the first one, not only would we be very tired running here and there but we might also fail to get on the bus because it was going to leave at that time with more people too. So there was no point in running again to the first one.
If I made up my mind to stay in the first bus, I did not bother to run around just for a better place to stand because the result was just the same: standing all the way back home in a crowded bus. And I did not bother to think so much which one was better. Besides, I could enjoy one more seconds in the cool air. Or I could directly wait for the next bus if I thought it was stuffed with so many people then, and maybe I would discover that it became loose when some passengers got off.
Back to my lives now, I am now facing two choices or two buses, one is leaving and one is approaching. And luckily, I was not so stupid as I was in the bus case. I have made up my mind to take the first choice and let go the unknown bus which will be chased in vain. At least, I am sure I have plans and objectives for the first choice.