"If you pray for courage, do you think the god will simply give you courage or give you the chance to be courageous?" Maybe this is a chance for me to change myself and to be courageous! Nowadays, I find many weakness of mine and I feel so bad, but I know everything will be all right as long as I trust myself and change step by step. 

   Firstly, I have to admit that many pain experiences these days come from my laziness. I regret that I haven't realized it early, also I feel lucky that it is not too late for me to change. I know that my English is poor and I have to improve it. It's difficult for me to start and hold on to the last without my lover’s help and attention. Yes, I am silly enough to drop myself to this condition, maybe that is growing. "thought is already is late, exactly is the earliest time”. so never give up, never drop yourself, be courageous to change and trust that tomorrow will be better and you will thank your grit today. At least, I have started. I opened this blog and wrote this English paper, no matter good or not, I am brave to start! 

    Secondly, I realized how important to be myself all the time. No matter who I will meet, no matter what I will face, I have to hold this principle in my mind. I deeply felt that pain when I lost myself. I know that if I am not firmly love and improve myself, no one will love me, and it's fair! 

    Thirdly, independence is quite important. You can only depend yourself to face tons of challenges in your life. Everyone has his own challenge in the world, and no one has the obligation to help you even company with you. So you must improve yourself continually and be strong to face and enjoy your own life. Don't except anyone to carry you to go through the whole life.

    Furthermore, keep heathy! Simple but easy to be forgot. Health likes air, when you have it you think that it’s natural. Only when you lose it can you found how terribly you have ignored your own health. Then you will find every achievement is based on a good condition of body and energy.

    Last but not least, love your parents timely and truly. We are used to enjoy parents’ altruistic love and gradually forget to give them love. Sometimes, we even think their opinions are out of date and we are not willing to listen to their words. Until we fall down and find that parents are right. We cry and also find that parents are still stay by us and hug us warmly. They only say:” don’t worry, life is still beautiful as long as you are brave to stand up!” such simple and strong words made me cry with warm and hope. At that moment, seeing their old face, I swear to be strong and try my best to make them happy in the rest of life.