My last blog in 30th.June stated an unhappy connection with my teacher. Now it is 7th.Nov, two month passed since I bagan my career,working with her in the same floor.
It is an exausting work to be a doctor as i knew before, but I haven't think of doing plenty of work such as filling my teachers form, buying lunch, answer my patients' questions at midnighy at bed, are the chief work content.
My teacher, let's call her Ms X, is a mean woman who care alot on others thought of her, instead of her work as doctor or the perfessional konwledge. I have recognized this point before working with her face to face. I know it's hard to meet a "good" perfesser whose every attitudes towards life is to my pleasant. Ms X is the boss, we must say "Yes" to all the orders, without any salary, for the name of teacher and student make us together. I feel to tired to try to be a "good" student all the time. And I write her to pursuade myself: Being selfish may be a good skill to survive on this world.