Not a bad day, contrasting with the bad weather the day before.

I still stay at home, seems still in the winter sleep, while, some 4 billion people have started their work one month ago.

Are there something worthy of these youth days, which, was suposed to be full of ambition, and hard work?

I guess no. But since I got no idea about what to do in the next stage, there is no choice left except waiting.

 

Days before I have read an article about the career planning. It inspired me to review my life and goal.

Besides some inspriation, I got a little sad, finding out that what I have learned in the university seems doesn't meet with what the market needs well. So confused, I turned to listenning to the voice of my heart, which turned out to be silent.

 

From long ago I have thought about which kind of life can be valuable. Like thousands of persons, dead or alive, I believe only working for the most can bring life the biggist honor. However, life sucks. Once you realize you are not so excellent as you expected, submerged in the ocean of person who looks exactly like you, all ambition falls.

 

Hopefully, there is no cry. I got clear that career doesn't matter so much, the point is to be some guy useful, and special. Long way is ahead. How to catch the big goal in a lifetime still needs to be considered cautiously.