today is charistmas. in physical i should go out or date some friends to have a party, and laugh, enjoy....

but reality is that i would stay in dormitory ,watching TV,eating,sleeping.

 yesterday i went home,lot's of young couple , two friends, BF&GF walked shoulder by shoulder. smiling and walking. some feeling of lonely came up to my mind,then spring into my heart.not because i do not have the other man,but the sense of no someone who can company with me whenever he/she is to chatting with me open-hearted.of cause,i have some friends here,but they are emotional,this time she would talk a lot with you,but when you meet some matters even some subtle things those we as friends should not have done like this, they would leave you out,in condition of that you even no not know why and how.that's odious. does girl narrow-minded or they like to compare with others.when you or other people get sth she does not have ,or even the things she had had . i do not understand.

           well , that's all!   forget it!!

   anyway, merry charistmas. wish you all have a nice time.happy!!!!