i'm working in a personal company, after these working days, i found that my responsible is little almost nothing. my job is to assist manager to translate some product files, make phocalls. my boss do not give me customers' information, do not ask me to trace customers' business.when there are some business need to trace, he do not take it to me to handle,he hands out it into other emploees who have some experience in sales. when we have a meeting, he just talks with the elder until in the end of the meeting,he asks me"do you have some question?" i just smile. ...it's embrassing. my position is phone-sales which i do not like to do at all. only because my boss needs an staff who is good at english,i come here to work. firstly,i doubted :should i do or not? if i do not choice it, any other jobs welcome me? especially in this fierce  human resaurces competition. after several hours' hesitating. finally,i decided to do it. maybe i can learn some experience in talking and communication. and it's some little relationship with my english major. .....but now...i realise that :well, my job responsible is title, however this feeling sends me a uncomfortable sense.in one hand, i do not like sales.in the other hand,i'm afraid that my boss would blaze me at anytime for i did not take phone-calls. it seems like a sense of danger.when the atmosphere bacome quiet,i fear he would scold me. when i aware i must phone,my deep-thought do not want to do , because i really do not like doing sales.  in the first week, i supposed he would fire me, but i do not know why,he did not. idiously!! in meeting he also cursees us for not working hard, order us to do sth more. i know as a person,my boss's temper is good. my colleges also agree with it. absolutely and honestly, now managers are few like his temper.we emploees all feel that his attitude is good. but as a manager,he must burdon the pressure from the market and competitors. maybe it's his way to treat us the emploees.   now a issue will happen: a girl （this company has two female)want to leave, she told me she did not want to stay here for some pressure from her parents. it's ok!!! she had done well in all her responsibilities. you can say she is my teacher,she came here before me. she is good and lovely. but now she want to go out of this company. i do know how long i could stay here too.  depressing!!!sad！！！！

i want to find another job too. God blessed me!!!!