“underheart hide is hurt;

underneath hurt is love。”

i forget where i'v seen these words,but i like it.even though i cann't understand the meaning fully. for facial meaning,that's sensable i suppose. one need to practice himself, do sth by yourself,by heart.whatever you do,the first condition is you like to do,you have passion for it ,you have your aim.then tracing your direction.do  not escape difficulties,we have to accept challendges from outside world,we live for ourselves.we learn lots of we unknown from our real experiences.when we do sth,we surely have a plan to handle it trying our best,we also eagerly want to do well and perfectly.though the ending is not live up to what you have expectation,u do not need to upset,it's ok.because you have paied for it,you'v get your energy and time to deal with them.

meanwhile,do not run away from your good suggestions,no one is perfect.we are not individials,we are chopsticks, one cann't work when another lost.a good environment is an important element for our growth,we need to listen to others advices and opinions to improve ourselves better.sometimes they may shout at you,abuse you, pls do not astoud about that,what they said is good for you ,they hope you be strong and mature......

well, i do not know what i am writting here(mad,mad,mad...)

i do not know what i can do......