My life could be used 'chaos' to discribe itself. I've been busy indeed these days. I've taken part in a contest concerning industry-creating. And my team has entered second round. But I don't know whether it is a good thing or not. I still think that I'm not suitable to these things which look like being busy all day long but get nothing, maybe get something which is not suitable for me. I've been felt really tired and I got to bed very late several days and even dreamt about my contest. Sometimes I think I'm doing something which should belong to someone else. And I should belong to maybe school library or slef-learning classroom. I know that people should associate themsleves both in activities and inertia. So to some degree my complaint is just because I lost my balance and perhaps I'll be OK or miss activities again if I return to inertia for a long time. Who knows....
Another thing is that I've used alot money on my new hairstyle and my new electronic dictionary. I'm very sorry about using such a lot money these days and I even can't earn some money from doing part-time job. My mon always wants me to study well and confort me not to worry about money. I totally understand but I can't do any favour. This bad feeling made me felt I was nothing....Maybe I should find a part-time job in this coming Summer holiday.
My life is going on and I'm still very busy. I've learned French these days and found it interesting.But I also neglect my English--my major. I have to find ways to keep balance between them. Maybe I should give up something and don't be so greed. Someone said if you want to achieve something, you have to give up something. Maybe it's time for me to make a choise and give up something for something which I really like and deserves itself.
Talking about my plan. The plan I made at the beginning of this semester which is full of determination but doesn't be fulfilled very well. I have to admit reality is over imagination. I should make some more realitic plan later which fits my later-half semester.
Last thing is Expo. I really want to have a look there but I also can't bear 'people mountain people sea'. Sometimes I envy those who have already been there and have had a good time with their family. I want to say if I have time, I 'll go there,too. Why my life is so busy and busy to chaos? I wanna get rid of it. I'm trying to .......