In fact ,just a problem wiht me now,regarding the problem as a dilemma isn't proper.However,I could find out another word to express my state now.
Every Monday,I would become more nevours,I don't know how to face up with the students,how to be a good teacher.Why most of them don't want to learn much knowledge.Why I couldn't give a good lesson even I have prepared the lesson well.
At first ,I think the teacher could suit me.But now,I think the reason is that I lack of the ability of manage.How to make the student listen what I said carefully and don't speak loudly in my class,or make less noise.Anyway,I don't hope how quite they are in my class ,I just want them learn a little ,just a little,I just want them could be a bit different after my class ,not the same as the begin,I really worry about them,they catch nothing each lesson.
How could I do face so many student who don't like learning ?THe most I concern is that they would make noise poposely to resist my class to make me stop controling the computer and let them play computer freely.
WHat can I do ?Giving up the jop ?