I am a senior college student. When others said this how envy I were at that time. Because being a senior means you can enter the society very soon, you will be independent, and put an end to the boring school life forever, the courses, the exams, just say bye. But it is not means an end to study, we should learn as long as we live.

But where I should go, I wondered. Every time someone else asks me about this, I just say anywhere is the same, because I am single. I have no one to care about and no one cares about me, I can just go anywhere I want and to start my new life. But I am a little afraid too, I just don’t know where to start, what to do, where to live. I am a sentimental person. If I will live in a new city, the first thing I want to do is make new friends, not too many, just a few to share happiness and sorrows. For I know quality is better than quantity. As for friend, thank you god to let me have some wonderful friends during my college life, with time goes by; I may not contact you all so often. But, my dear friends please do believe that you all have a secret place in my heart, no matter how far I will go in the future, and I will always remember you all. And give you all best wishes and kindness.

Friends, those who grew up with me, who have already found their lovers, even build their home and have their babies, I just want to say:“Wow, congratulations, I wish you all happy.” Though sometimes it is hard to accept the fact the one at you age have a child running anywhere.  

I don’t know where my lover is, but I know he is somewhere. It is just not the right time to meet him. Everyone will find her/ his soul mate; it is just a matter of time. At this moment, the most important thing to me is TEM8 test, a good job and my ear problems which is incurable and seems to become worse. I don’t know what to do. I don’t have much time, energy and money to see the doctor. I don’t want to be alone in the big hospital. I look so healthy that the doctor will not pay much attention to me; they just said incurable and asked me to wear a hearing aid.