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A new challenge has been there waiting for me, and for sure, it is one of the most critical ones throughout my life.
Seeing the ads for campus recruitment, I have a clear mind that this year I have no options but do a choice on my own, for my own sake. Most of my friends told me to take easy, not to exert too much pressure on myself. However, I tried and failed. Confronted with such a competitive society, I cannot help but worring about my future career. I want to be independent from my parents and prove myself, therefore, I reject their assistance in finding a good job for me. No doubt, it is much harder to seek opportunities by myself than being employed through "back door", but I wanna try desperately. If I even have not the courage to be interviewed or competed, I would look down upon myself and regret my youth in my old age. 
I know myself well, easy-going but fussy sometimes, determined but not aggressive, considerate but impatient, fond of challenging work but not adventurous one. Both good and bad points are apparent in my character, without them I am nothing. I was once conducted by my teacher to hide some weakpoints in front of people, I have to admit that it did work. On the contrary, I was not happy at that times. I suddenly realized that a sociable person must know how to behave differently under various circumstances while I was not that smart. There should be bottomlines in my heart but I am not able to find out them until I was put in certain situations. Life tells me that. 
Admittedly, these days I am fatigued. Come what may, I will never say "surrender". I will keep fighting for my future all this year.
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- Reply Justina8023
- aristotle: it seems that you want to find a job by yourself. you are very braveYes.Though I can not predict the results, I will try my best.
- Reply Justina8023
- Joan717:Thank you for your encouragement.
Just do it!
- Reply bluebird
- You have an independent will and a clear perspective toward yourself. Hope you have a patient heart as well.
- Reply Justina8023
- bluebird: You have an independent will and a clear perspective toward yourself. Hope you have a patient heart as well.Yes. It's one of my shortcoming. I' trying hard to rectify it through practical life. Thank you for your blessing.
- Reply Justina8023
- admin: Keep fighting!Thank you! I will!
- Reply smoothie
- character is hard to change,but you have to be more flexible to fit the more complicated society.I also think we should depend on ourselves.Gone are the days when our parents do all things for us.Now it came the time when we should handle it ourselves and compete for our future.I even hope my parents don't get involved,after all, their assistance are already enough.
- Reply Justina8023
- smoothie: character is hard to change,but you have to be more flexible to fit the more complicated society.I also think we should depend on ourselves.Gone are tThank you for your understanding. I am for what you said,"Gone are the days when our parents do all things for us". I don't want to bother and worry them any more, so I should make up my mind and keep going on.
- Reply smoothie
- Justina8023: Thank you for your understanding. I am for what you said,"Gone are the days when our parents do all things for us". I don't want to bother ayeah!your words also direct to my heart.let's smooth life bumps with a big smile
- Reply Jellco
- from your essay,it seems we have many same point and opinion especially learn to be independented(*^__^*) go ahead!never give up!
- Reply Justina8023
- alice2292: at least you can get experience and be mature.. cheersYes, I enjoy my life.
- Reply Justina8023
- Jellco: from your essay,it seems we have many same point and opinion especially learn to be independented(*^__^*) go ahead!never give up!Really? Glad to hear that. Thank you for your encouragement.
- Reply huckabee
- It is praiseworthy not to bother one's parents, but we do need pull wires sometimes to facilitate our job-seeking. Use whatever resource you have at hand till you succeed. Socializing is one way to becoming independent.
- Reply Justina8023
- huckabee: It is praiseworthy not to bother one's parents, but we do need pull wires sometimes to facilitate our job-seeking. Use whatever resource you have at hThank you! I get your point! I am just find ing the way to be more sociable. I will make every efforts.
- Reply Justina8023
- Peaceful: Believe in yourself! you are the best,Take it easy,everything will be all right!Pleasure to hear your encouragement. The same to you, GOOD LUCK always!
