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As the time gose by.
Haven't been here for a long time. That I a little busy.Maybe all the people have their own exuses to say busy ,including me. But when the day time passed by I sitting here thinking for a while. Just ask myself :hey guy what have you got today and is there anything you regreted for. Yeah,a lot of things that make me down. You know I haven't done the reading and I haven't recited the new word. And I was always absent minds during my studys and works. Sound everything goes terrible.
But I don't like the one I am now. You see that I complainted a lot, the hatred words from my mind is frightening me mow and then. I am not the people who can bear others' complaint all time. So when it is my turn to complaint the ambient pressure I suddenly found it so unbelievable that I start it and I start to tell others my sadness and my loneliness.
OK. let it be. I just want to prove that I want to try and will try the best of myself. But sometime I just feel there is something beyond my endurance. So panic sometime that to breakdown.
So the urgent thing is to have a good sleep and I do not want a dream during my sleeping time. For I have been dreaming for all the day round. And then focus on my works and study. Say come on to myself.
And here I rememder a sentence: A flower one world,one tree a bodhi. I don't wanna the jealous attitude full fill my life. Just relax.
