2012 is a vital year for me since i accept the love from a boy and we finally made sure our relationship. At the beginning, i was very happy for somebody could share my happiness and sorrows. However, after we got along with each other for quite a long time, i found i always dreamed of another boy who was my second boyfriend. i don't know why i always dreamed of him and i knew we are only friends now. we seldom contact with each other. i hardly miss him or even think of him. why i alwasys dreamed of him? This tortured me a lot. i even doubt my love to my present boyfriend. Do I really love him from my deep heart? i asked myself and i felt i loved him. and i know he treated me very well and cared me a lot. he is a good guy. i really don't want to hurt him,but i don't why i always dreamed of another boy. why on earth? I really want to konw. Who can tell me?