I finally have some time of my own. And I can write something from my inner heart, what i gonna say, job is the major thing of my life this period, and I rarely have any other time to do sth else. Things happened mainly on my job.
I have been in my company for exactly three weeks, during the first two weeks, anything was so execting to me, but i also feel lots of pressure since my team is very tight and intense . I must have an ability of learning new things quickly. This is the place I want to stay, what they do is related to my desire, i have the chance to see the whole process of a huge project, i have the chance to see the master plan high confidential, i also have the chance to listen to some guru of this field on site. Since the intership before are all that simple , now i have to face a situation which is totally new to me, which i have to learn everything from the time to time. So i feel a huge pressure, everybody around me has a brilliant background, most of them are from the abroad.
Any way, i can't say 'give up'. Just insist on my dream and seize this opportunity.