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the holiday
As to the Tomb-sweeping Day, I have the chance to stay out of work for three days. These days, during work, i can feel the pressure from all around the department, the next project is on the way while the pps still doesn't not exit. Our manager was so worried about that. Overtime has become a common phenomenon in our department. Even though i can help a little, as one part of this company, i still feel so much pressure. I know if i join this company, i will become anyone of them, burying themselves in the tide of projects and issues. They are all so talented but busy. You will feel much competence in this society. So you have to challenge everything in front of you. As a freshman in society, i feel a bit scared of the difficulties ahead me. I don't feel so much confidence facing so much new knowledge to learn. I thought i was only myself who had all those problems until one day, i saw a blog from another intern who could't help sharing her worries and sorrows and uncertainties during the internship. One of my best friends found me this holiday and told me her unexpected experiences in the last few months, she even thought about ending her life,my gosh, unbelievable. I thought it was only myself who had pressure and uncertainties, everybody has. sometimes they just keep it for private, maybe few people know about them.
I have to admit that life is a challenge, sometimes you have to struggle for it, to become much stronger. Life is also fair, it will return those who have the courage and efforts. So, to get what you want, you have to pay what you should pay.
I know exactly what i want, i prefer a life with challenge and efforts. Anyway, youth is my fortune.
