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I still remembered the moment you made apologizes to me. From your words I could feel your tiring and sadness . I stocked, the tears immerged in my eyes. Though I knew the reason to keep away form me, I still cannot help shutting at you. Several months passed by, I know i still care you from my deep heart. I have deleted your phone number, but it's unuseful, all of them are in my mind. I hope you can change your phone number soon. But I know you, you could not do like this.
Using my own ways, I masked my effection
Sometimes you are on line, I pretend to not see you. Then you send QQ messages to me, I seldom checked back. In fact, each time you send " hi " to me , asked me some little things about me, and said some simple greetings to me. I feel very happy. The smile will appear on my face. And I will think of you, your simle, your impression.
Do you remember? We fell in love in the first sight. We faced to each other, you're so shy. I still remember your face became red just because of a greeting to me. A little sky, not a little handsome.
Do you remember? You absented your work just for celebrating my birthday. That day, I was 21 years old. You said to me you would stay with me in the next ,and next next birthday in my life. I Want to know, the day I am 22 in this year. Could you still spend the day with me. I know I am dreaming again.
About us,Too many memories in my mind, I know you are same.
We will have our separate love , life and future. Bless us, bless you.
I want to tell you. And I Know there have no chance to let me say it."I forgive you," about all of you. I thanked about all of you. Though I know you will not the words I wrote there, I also hope you can feel it. Just because we loved to each other. Forever. JJ.
All of these are engraved on my mind. Forever.
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Post comment Comment (8 replies)
- Reply linda@crab
- wow, i have the same situation with u. no contact even though i have his contacts, like phone number,QQ. always thinking of him even but no talking with him, it's horrible, forgot how many times my pillow wetted by tears. but now, all have been passed, we will have our own bagainning, time really is a good way to push away unhappiness things...hope you get rid of it soon and be happy. we all should have one happy life for ourselves...
- Reply touringchina
you are an expert in making up love stories. professional
- Reply Ronati
- touringchina:Whatever you thought, I did not care. It's not a love story made by myself. You men cannot understand us. So please do not sneer at me. OK?you are an expert in making up love stories. professional
Whatever, just being myself.
- Reply Ronati
- linda@crab: wow, i have the same situation with u. no contact even though i have his contacts, like phone number,QQ. always thinking of him even but no talking wiThanks so much, my friend.
It's a gorgeous season for us, just being ourselves happily.
Bless you.
- Reply linda@crab
- Ronati: Thanks so much, my friend.
It's a gorgeous season for us, just being ourselves happily.
Bless you.
u too. remember be happy
- Reply touringchina
- Ronati: Whatever you thought, I did not care. It's not a love story made by myself. You men cannot understand us. So please do not sneer at me. OK?the story is real? sorry to hear that. may god be with you and you may recover from it soon.
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- Reply bluephoebe
- that's life, isn't it? not every relationship ends well, not every love story has a happily-for-ever ending. although i don't know details and the reason why you felt apart, but from your words i think it is not an ugly break-up because obviously you two still care for each other. perhaps that's all a woman could ask for. we learn, we pack, and we move on. so cheer up, my dear. tomorrow would be another day
- Reply lover5200
- Though the story isn't happen on you,it really an unfogetable experience between those guys who fall in love with each other and break up at the end,love may have make you get pain ,endured a hardship ,lost the hope to face the bright love and your ever lover，but never it will be the killer to face another new good life
