Seeking for a moment of peace
594 views. 2018-1-1 20:25
I count the time of years of which how I have walked here. You are always being on my mind and only when I am alone that I call back these memories. I get to know you from years ago, till now, it has been twelve years, I really don't believe that I have affection for you for so long. You never became a history in my heart as we grew older and older. As one of my principle goes, I only think of you when I am alone, and other time I will never do, that's why my admiration for you never end.
Twelve years have passed, today is the first day of 2018, I don't know how many time it will take till I am by your side. You are always in my heart, and all my endeavor for you is worth it. Now what I need to do is how to figure the problem out. Everytime I looked back, I can recognise the meaning of the present, I will leave my mark at some point as a symbol.
You don't need to know why, as everyone's view is different, you don't know how some people make their day. I put no secret before you, I know you get nothing from here, but I have one piece of advice for you, never give up until you get the destination. Life is full of surprises and you will never know what life surprises you.
I have thougt about this time of year 2018, my strategies for the year 2018 must be changed, I must make it happen, chase for the dream, and dare to go the place no one would go, I am not meaning I am bold, but I would like to try new things. I must decrease my desir of gambling and make more improvement in tech, because this is my prfofession, I must make more endeavor on data and database. However, I still can't make a short cut for my dream, but I will never give up.
I am typing in front of the computer in the first day of the year 2018, yet I don't know what I have said. It is okay. If you have read here, congratulations, you will read the next most excting part, I will tell you and I only tell you once, we can never say goodbye, no matter you believe or not, the day is still the day.
Well, too many stuffs in the year 2018, I will hunt another job which pays me more, I will learn more, English, Spanish, Tech, and Accounting, so many lessions need to learn, and at last, when it comes to the end of my life, when I die, I will not die alone, not like the situation when I am live, I live lonely.
Okay, when it refers to later years, I know, you must have something in your eyes, yes, just don't let others' voice drown your inner voice. When you hear a voice from your heart, don't ignore it, it is your true feeling, so we will live truely in this life, and you will never leave regret.