Do you clear about what’s the meaning of life? Can you tell me what’s the meaning of life? As I grew up, I’m becomeing more and more unclear about it. The worst was that I’m afraid of myself.

I used to a optimistic girl who always simle to everyone.In that time,I never think about my future life or what is life what I wanted, The only thing I do is studying hard and getting long with my friends. When I remembered it,I found I was lead a vast and hazy life.

 A new year is beginning again and I have already worked for nearly one year. During this time,being fulled of laughter,cry,happiness,sadness,and even hopelessness. I don’t know what’s the meaning of life. on January 1, 2012, I was stayed in my rent house alone and thinking about my whole life. Many friends have been to celebrate the new year,I was just lost in a small concer, No one can see me. In the end, my eyes were full of tears and sadness. Stepping into the society before,I never go to the pub or entertainment venue,I never make up and don’t care what kind of clothes should I wear,I never angry to anyone and lose confidence in myself. But now everything is change gradually, facing to the temptation of society,I’m afraid of becoming a bad girl and losing a pure and kind heart. Why the society is so curel, sometimes I really don’t know why so many people love power and money,why the government never care about the poor when they lead a luxurious life,why there are so many big gap between the poor and the rich. The world is unfair all the time, a little people can change their fate. It’s no use of complaning of society,life.The earth still turns and life goes on. I don’t know many years later,Do we still keep the previous ourselves?

 That’s all. Happy New Year to everyone!