Rencently, I made a big decision to quit my job and went to a fierece compition city. But this choice is not supported by my parents. On one hand ,the spring festival is coming, there maybe no vcant in the company, cause those white-color won't quit job until earn double salary at the end of year, on the other hand, they don't expect me flowing on. They persude me stay here in CQ and stick on. Life will be better,so do job. Everything will be better.
I was a serious girl, When the idea shinning in my brain, I'll put it into practice as soon as possible. Everyone can't change, even my parents. so, i'will quit my job and find a position in SH next month. Last night my father send a message to me ,and told me 'we don't expect you earning much money, just lead a happy life,that's ok. But if you can't concetrate on one thing, still changable, we'll never fogive you.' Yeah! Happyness is our destination for all the lifelong. But happy is a complex thing, and tiny feeling deep in the heart, and also has many principles. I often ask myself, if i am happy, if i am satisfied with my present condition . The answer is 'no'.
Yesterday, i read a article named "we take everything for granted, forget to treasuring". We can't handle the emergence events, cause our life goes on smooth. We own all kinds of materials if we ask, but lack of spiritual foods. Looking around, all my friends are sadness and tired-looking. We loss ourselves.
Confidence is come from doing things successfully by my own instead of undering realatives' help. Now i am a assistant of sales-man, and i can arrange my work in order and efficient. I believe i can find a proper career immdiately. In fact, my parents don't worried about me. I am 25 years old. My life is depends on myself. I will pay coin for all the decision i make.