I catch a cold these days that let me thought about many things, family affection,love, freind ship...and so on, i didn't know why i came to Shanghai and stay here for more 1 years. eventhough, my brother and my sister in law in here but i not feel their care about, nobody care me when i was sick. i was in Xiamen Before i came to Shanghai, there are my classmate, good friend, good colleague in Xiamen, i miss them all. but now i worked in Shanghai, not have enough time and money come back to see them. less and less... and today i saw my another classmate when i was primary school  whom show a lot of picture on QQ space that looks like her life were very good, and i ??? not good, i want to change my current situation, change become more stronger, i go work and off work every day and few salary, feel have no any future, i have lot of time when i work off every days,but really don't know what to do, unless watch tv show, have super, no anyother activtiy. most of people said ready and learn, but i can not insist on that. how can i do ??no good choose.  maybe after 10years i'm just a little staff keep same  and my classmate or another people which i know become rich and very strong.  i'm 25years old and will be face get marry and career.no boyfriend now, as you all know find a suit men so diffcult nowadays.

I'm lost,could you help me ?