I used to think I was a strong one in life, but I must be much stronger to undertake the responsibility. There are always phenomena to hint me I should be hardworking . In spite of the finance’s condition is not the key factor to deal with the sophesticated situation , but it is the elementary . All my relatives are living in the countryside, I have not enough resource to support them living in the city comfortablely , because of the lack on education they can’t take on the job of higher sallary.  

Last year, my little sister passed away suddenly ,which stroke me a lot . it was almost as if I ‘d lost the ability to cry now , but the fact is I have no time to be sad. even a tiny thing remind me the truth that I lost my little sister, which is a fault for me , I always regret if I took her to me in the same city , it may not occur .

 There are much more I want to do but less I can manage . I must try utmost to be

stronger, stronger , stronger