I just told my husband that I am full of enough passion to make myself better, although I am coming to the middle age period . To be honest, I have been keeping myself in the positive condition for many years , or I have no reason to be creative , because I am the elder sister in my family. however, I didn't do well in the past. I always tell myself, if I take the whole life as a unit, what I have done is the single criterion to judge my value until the moment I die. I always prepare well to die in life,but I am also preparing to make the life environment to be better. For my family, it is their dream that I live well , but for myself, it is my dream to bring the best in everyone of my whole family. I am so lucky to bring up two daughters, I am even lucky to have parents still in life with me together. because of the modern technique I am able to watch them although I live pretty far from them.
After the journey for years, I have no desire to gain something for myself, but the responsibility for others . I have enough confidence to undertake the burden , meanwhile, I am convinced of the genuine responsibility is companion in daily life.
There are 70---80 years during the whole life, apart from the time we spend on work there are no more on the companion for family,which is just we should spend much more on . For myself, I lost much in the past years which always makes me regretful. Therefore, the days for me is just the chance for me to remedy, which will bring best in me , I will not be the one in past, I will be the one who is perfecter and perfecter than the one in the past .
To be perfect to live , to have enough power to guard the family, I need to be versatile.