What if I hadn't been so lazy to make a plan?

What if I hadn't been so terrified to take action by the unkown future?

What if I hadn't been so impulsive do those things?

What if I had persisted a little more?

Something has forever been lost and someone has already gone forever. The days are gone which I had thought would forever last; people are gone who I had thought. would foever stay or live with me for the rest of my life. I refuse to accept those but they did happen.

I find that the thing with life lessons is usually learned backward, long after I can apply them to into my life to make it better.