I’ve made up my mind to keep a diary here. If I still see writing as one of my hobbies, I can write it on and off. But if I ever want to make any improvements, I know I have to stick to it, make it as a habit, let it become a daily routine. In that case, it won’t be fun. But life requires more than just to be fun.

I must be crazy to decide that, adding one more work into my already packed list. I’ve already learned English with two programs in the morning, and today I only have enough time to finish just one. So, there’s much to catch up at night. However, time is even tighter at night because I got to help my son to catch up with his homework. See what situation I’ve got myself in.

However, I need to push myself to the limit and see where I could go. There’s not much time left for me to waste. I am an insecure freak. I need to better myself to feel secure. I need to know that I have that ability to make a living, no matter what might happen. As long as learning could strengthen my confidences, I would keep going.  

It’s strange that being a housewife has never come across my mind, even it seems to be a good option. My husband’s salary is enough to support the family, and he is one of those husbands who would give much of his income to his wife. So basically, it’s not about money. I just need to be financially independent. 

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