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Hot 2650 views. 2021-3-8 11:39 |Individual Classification:C dairy

I finished my radiation therapy. It’s definitely one of those Dear Diary moments. I had gone through all of these: chemo, surgery, radiation. I still need to do regular checkups and take medicines, but the worst of it has already passed by and I survived.

 

I would go out to celebrate if I’m not still suffering from dizziness, sickness, running stomach, loss of appetite and unavoidably low spirits. But at least, this time I could pull myself together and still live like a human, or half of a human. Perhaps Chinese medicines finally work its wonder, or perhaps just my body has already adapted to this new situation and I become more resilient. Anyway, thank God I haven’t collapsed this time.

 

I also give myself a prescription: reading. The thirteenth tale and The silent patient has taken away my attentions for many times. It’s great to be able to immerge yourself in a great book. I finished The Silent Patient within two days---and then I have to pretend that I haven’t and I’m still with the group. I just don’t want to spoil their fun. I join daily discussion strictly by the schedule and no one has any doubts about that. I am a good liar, what a surprise.

 

My mum really did a great help. During the whole therapy, she would arrive at the hospital one or even two hours ahead of the time, and so she could get my name in the line at the first time. That saved me a lot of time waiting. Time slows to a crawl in hospital and every minute stretches like an eternity. You never get used to that.

 

I have done, suffered, endured everything I could. As for the rest, I have to leave it to the Fate. Hope this time’s checkup will be fine. Hope all those miserable moments could buy me more time.

 

Let me pray.

Post comment Comment (4 replies)

Reply teadrinking 2021-3-8 12:21
You really have gone through many times of darkness in the treatment. Good to see you here again. Fingers crossed.
Reply davidjuyong 2021-7-27 17:13
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Reply bluephoebe 2021-7-29 15:13
davidjuyong: Dear , How about you now. please upgrade your blog when you are sure .
Thanks for caring. I'm still alife, but not sure how long
Reply davidjuyong 2021-7-29 22:41
bluephoebe: Thanks for caring. I'm still alife, but not sure how long
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