Finally,I finished my story<a story about a girl how to forget her first lover>.

It is my initial purpose to begin a english blog. and also I achieved my primitive goal to write it, found a exit of my feeling as well as refocused on my own life.

writing it down as same as talking it out exactly are the most effective way to get relief.

In fact I had finished it half month ago, but I so busy on my own afairs, I even forgot my piece. see, how strong the effect is. I didn't merely forget the feeling, the whole things concerned it were threw out  my brain.

Now I am busy on my family, and talk more about our child, our family, our future with my husband.

It is really a wonderful experience.

I conquered myself, the biggest enemy of the human being.