half year ago , I joined the janpanese study group and the English speaking group.
at the beginning , I felt a lot of great emotion and feeling from them , almost, I felt happy , relaxed, I thought that I made a good decidsion to join them.
but , with the time past , those feeling gone , all the happiness which is from them bring to me are gone, I thought that I lost everything .
now, I make a consider about the time , time is very strong , it can bring the terrible emotion to you , also, it can bring the happiness to you . then, it can take all of them away from you.if you want to keep your emotion , it's too hard. because the time will make a lots tests to the humans.
I want to find a way to get along with the time , I should treat it as a friend or teacher for me .
just here , don't believe the emotion makes' situation to you