Two months later, i have to leave my college. There is a saying, people usually cherish the past things. It's is of no exception to me. I still remmeber the first day to see it. It's a complex feeling with both excitement and frustration. I'm excited for the reason that i'm free to be in the new environment with fresh atomosphere. But I'm frustrated because the college is a lot different from what I have ever dreamt. Four-year time is really a hard-saying period. There is not so many four-year time with nearly nothing to be worried as a free individual in the whole life. Looking back my time, the idling time is more than study time. But i indeed learn a lot, no matter from gains or loses. Is it still a worthy life? Sometimes i'm just satisfied with my college life and sometimes i feel regret for not doing what i hope to finnish. Life is not always perfect.
Now, my "free" time is coming to an end. Looking for jobs, houses, another position to set myself in society...graduation is indeed a long way to go. But i will not give up. A za Fighting!