Before going to bed, I decide to write something though I don't know what i should write. I don't know how to start it, so just write down what in my mind at the moment. When you rack you brain to write something beautiful, it's really painful. But if you just write for fun, you just want to say something to yourself. Writing can be enjoyable. Writing is just a way to let you out. Writing is a kind of memory game. You want to take down your happy or bad experience. When you have a normal day, you feel you have nothing to write. No need to say the boring routines. We feel bored when we do the same things like we feel it's disgusting to eat the same food every day. so we need to learn to appreciate the bad things sometimes. I couldn't understand why we need to thank our enemies before, but now I understand it. Because of them , we grow up, because of them, we learnt our lessons in life, because of them ,we experice more tough days and we became stronger.
After writing something, I do feel my mood calm down a lot. I can control my emotion now. I know tomorrow is another day.I will be more patient next time. I told myself, calm down, keep your voice down, they don't understand because you don't tell them clearly. It's not their falt.It's your falt when you losing your temper. Remember to be more patient next time.