JUST NOW, I HAVE A BIG FIGHT WITH MY ROOMMATE. SHE IS KIND OF MY GOOD FRIEND.

I AM WATCHING TV WHEN SHE KEEPS ON ASKING ME QUESTIONS ABOUT THE BRANDS, FUNCTIONS OF THE MAKE-UP THINGS. FOR GOD'S SAKE, I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THEM, I JUST BUY THEM BECAUSE SOMEONE SAID IT WAS GOOD. HOW COULD I KNOW THE OTHER BRANDS WHICH I DIDN'T BUY. THE QUESTIONS MAKE ME MAD. BESIDES, WHO WANTS TO BE BOTHERED WHEN YOU WANT TO FOCUS ON YOUR FAVOURITE DRAMA? THEN, WHEN I PAY FOR HER BILL, I NEED TO INPUT MY PASSWORD. THEN I JUST SAY IT. THEN SHE THINKS THAT I AM GUARDING HER. OH, WHO WANTS SOMEONE STANDING NEXT TO YOU TO SEE YOU INPUT YOUR PASSWORD OF YOU CARD? THEN SHE GETS MAD. I AM MAD TOO. SO WE QUARREL. THEN SHE GOES BACK HOME.

           THAT IS THE FIGHT. SHE IS SO EASY TO GET ANGRY, WHICH MAKES ME FEEL TIRED. BESIDES, IF SHE HAS STH GOOD, SHE WON'T SHARE WITH ME.

          HOW COULD SHE? MAYBE WE ARE NOT THAT CLOSE.MAYBE. WHAT'S MORE, I DON'T WANT TO BE THE FIRST ONE TO APOLIGIZE ALTHOUGH IT IS NOT MY FAULT. I JUST DON'T WANT TO LOSE HER. I WANT HER TO BE MY FRIEND. AND MY FRIEND SAYS THE FIRST ONE TO APOLOGIZE DOESN'T MEAN THAT SHE IS WRONG, IT ONLY MEANS THAT SHE CARES THE FRIENDSHIP BETWEEN YOU GUYS. I CARE.

         I ALSO WANT TO BE MATURER. BUT IT IS JUST HARD. I KNOW SOMETIMES I AM NOT GOOD, BUT I TRY TO BE. AND I AM VERY EASY TO GET IMPATIENT. THE WORST THING IS THAT I SHOW MY EMOTION ON MY FACE. I AM TRYING TO HIDE IT. BUT FAIL.

        I AM HOPING THAT I COULD DO IT BETTER. AND WE COULD BE FRIENDS AGAIN.