I’m thirty now. Generally speaking, man has to get a little achievement when he is thirty, I’m sorry I don’t have any achievement yet. Walking around, those people from 1990s are coming out to work now. If my ability are as the same as theirs, how could I expect to have a tiny place to step on?

    I just returned to work from home, originally I decided to write something about my trip to home, but I failed. These days, I felt I had already lost the talent to write something similar with literature. I could only write things about reality, career and future.

    I returned to my quiet and charming village, yet still I thought of my future. I read The Biography Of Deng in English to improve my English and learn from Deng at the same time. I used to think that I’d like to stay at a quiet place near nature seeing white cloud flowing in the blue sky, now I felt I was wrong.

    One night during the seven days at home, my father invited me to watch Romance of Three Kingdoms and it ignited my ambition. Being a man, I should achieve something to be somebody instead of nobody dying anonymously.

    I also sat quietly in my study and looked at my books. Once I dreamt of owning a study with bookcase writing desk, now I owned it, but I couldn’t have time to sit there to write something. I had to work outside to earn my living. Besides, my poor quantity of books was incomparable with it in University Town Library.

    During my stay at Guangzhou South Railway Station, the HR from Honeywell called me. It’s a pity I promised my current boss I would continue to work for him. Chances were everything, we only needed to improve ourselves to grasp them. Being an excellent employee, one had to learn English to native level, network to HCIE at least and business to MBA level. What’s more, one had to learn literature, philosophy and history to be a strategist in life.

    I thought of my future every day, which didn’t mean I stopped being sensitive to falling leaves in autumn and flowers in spring. Literature was an ideal form to be sensitive and also a kind of way to explain the meaning of life. To be honest, it’s a kind of religion.

    While I was reading in my room, the evil old woman lived near my house abused people again. Even though she was old, lived alone, she was greedy to get profit from anybody and anything. The only person she was afraid of was her daughter-in-law. Her daughter-in-law could beat her and she couldn’t stay in hospital for several months even though she wasn’t injured because it would waste money of her son. Evil people are just like rats in nature, even though you hate them to death, yet they're alive lively.

    The imbecile lived in the east of my house was always happy, why shouldn’t I be happy? I was always busy and the imbecile always had time to kill.

    Since I came to Shenzhen again, I needed to learn HCIE carefully from both paper and PC emulation Lab. At the same time, I should read history and literature from UT Library. Also, I needed to read business books now.

    Pay high attention to what the talent market needs and improve myself according to the requests. I told ZTE guy I wasn’t able to work in ZTE and he understood me. He was a nice guy and I’d like to invite him for dinner some day.

    In a word, I still enjoy my learning life in Shenzhen. After work, I have time to learn my own things. Since I’m thirty, I have to behave like I have the ability of being thirty. I also have to have exercise to keep myself healthy.

     No music for a year, I have nothing to lose. No non-English movie and TV drama for a year, I have nothing to lose. Recently I’ve been watching Supernatural.

My unfinished article is as below

    Seven Days In Hubei

    I decided to go home this National Day though it meant expensive tickets. Originally I decided to go home on October 1st, but I failed to buy train ticket, so I had to go home on October 2th.

    Thanks to high-speed railway, I could go home within a day. Anyhow I was happy for it was my birthplace. It was still so quiet and charming, but I felt it wasn’t the place for me to live now. I had a lot of things to do and couldn’t hide myself in such a quiet place to have peaceful life.

    I thought of my work and learning even though I was at home. ......