as time goes by, i found it is hard to live in the world . i have tried my best to make my life better . but that is impossible.  having worked for high school for 6 years, i can not support a house. because of my job which even influenced my experience of making a girl friend , from now then , i have not got married . reason is simple that i am not rich .  the name of my job : teacher  sounds good. from the other side , that means poor , not-promising ,hard work . when i got a notice from the local government website that they would hire more people , i tried . what was  the end? no relation, no background, that means no hope. at that moment , i felt i liked a nut, paying money to them to fucked my back. 

      so in the society, for common people , we have not choice.  we are at the bottom of the society above our head there are too many frustrations.  who get the right , who get everything . i really hate what they educatied to me . all shits .