Expectation and disappointment ?

LunaDEJ

yes i agree.take me as an illustration,the more i ever expected or the more i ever hoped,the less i finally got and the more disappointment i accepted.it seems that Lord is so glad to torture us.what we want will never come but quite the conrary ,what we resent can always find us and we are unable to get rid of them.i want to acheive a lot of goals and dreams,but i never meet the optimum opportunities or a good luck to do so.i am even precluded from doing what i hope,let alone realizing them..    this is our fate..nothing can be what we want unless we pay a lot ,or we can just see others get in the LUCKY BUS and we will never make it