I am a bit fed up with anything!
854 views. 2009-8-19 10:11
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A rigorously intense blast of twittering that come inside my lovely room from outside woke me up this morning, bringing me some anxiety and fidget.I stood up till mid-night and my head was still ordering me to lay down even though I can not fall asleep any longer.Meanwhile, my house mate was scrumbling the egg in the kitchen downstaires,like he was frying my heart. Maybe it would be an amazing day, an awesome break-off. But it seemed everything gonna screw it up, standing opposite to me.
Yesterday I went by a vendor's stall by the sidewalk and the middle-age guy was selling pop-corns I love. He looked like a local Maorian. I came up by several steps and then turned back because I memorized the riot that happened between Chinese and Maorian last month. It reminded me of walking away. When I got home, I felt a bit sad. Why I was that freaked out that moment? Why not buy the pop-corns? It seems that only in the Christian City, I can buy what I want freely. Actually, this is just a flash in my mind now and I am taking notes. Maybe some days later, when I read through this passage, I will feel I am so tedious. Now I still wanna say I am not a over-sensitive guy.lolol!
Okay, today is a leave. I need to enjoy it by myself. Albeit the half of the happy time has already passed by, sailing from now on is never too late. I wish I can have a happy afternoon. Maybe shopping with a girl can help me out. Where is the girl? who knows!! lolol!!!