I want to live a wondful life ,which fills with passion,couragement and happy !but i found it is really hard to do it .i always think whether i was a failure . i don't  konow when i was changed ,i have not  looked like myself..i rememberd in my friends' eyes i was so sunshine! i liked smilling  to people,i liked playing blasketball succession several hours.but that's all over  !

       Yesterday ,i thought about this thing again . i feel horribly scared.ii want to go back school to get a Master's degree,but it is really hard for me to make the desicion .what shoud i do ?Hopping someone  can help me !