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SACMI,u are awaited.

527 views. 2010-6-21 01:04 |

I have been doing job hunting recently. How come jobs bother us so much? Why wouldn't it bother graduates from foreign countries? Such thoughts have been lingering in my ears and I can't figure it out.We are about to contributing to society and feeding back our parents. This responsibility bears down on me.

Acutally I am working in a telecome firm. Go to work early and come back late. Feeling tired every weekday. I feel no relax at weekends thougth we have double cease. To sum up, I do not fancy this job at all. To some extent I am greedy and always picking and choosing. Whatever, I am feeling going south by driving the chariot north with my dream. Thus I am getting far from it.

What I am expecting is to work in a foreign corporation whose relaxed atmosphere rather appeals to me. And I got an interview from a sole foreign-funded enterprise just the other day. Feeling lucky and pleasantly surprised, I prepared the interview for a whole night dreaming to work there. Right now still waiting for the result but I don't see any good signs for I have mentioned sth that shouldn't be. I felt silly. I made mistakes again and got lost easily. I may balk an opportunity and feeling this big fish is swiming away by leaving me alone.

I am seriously worrying about my future and my life. Time to graduate and time to lead another life. As for career, any of us are avoiding following the wrong vocation. That's why we are picking. I will struggle for years to find my true vocation. But I still have a few lingering questions on choosing career. I seem to have a vocation for language. Yet I didn't improve it. Pressures and regrets are what I am living with during the confusing period. Our thoughts strayed constantly and without boundary. I should've considered more and grasp every new opportunity. Don't let any fish go. However, high cost sometimes will pay back. I am comforting myself this way. I have to ponder deeply and get my thoughts in order.

I am waiting and will do some efforts to achieve what I am looking for.