Yesterday my bf asked me what humans were living for, I answered "eating" without thinking. Of coursee it is not the true answer. Such question works as the hit question"Are you in happiness?" by CCTV. But when I seriously take the question, I find no easy answer. What am i living for? For idea life? For love? And anything else?
I have been working for more than 2 years in the same company that haven't changed a bit. In fact, I keep hunting another job on the same time. But I am not lucky enough. I am still seeking. I can't stop thinking what job is suitbale for me, what I can achieve in the industry, but I can't get a fair answer myself.
Sometimes I doubt, I may conceive myself that this job is not that bad. It is easy, and it pays better and better though not that satisfied. But when compared to others, I lose myself into deeep thoughts and uneasiness. Is this what I want? Nope. And what is your deep desire? To be a translator in my childish dream. But what now?To earn my own place in the society. This is not a specefic answer. Yep, I know. But what should I do?
What am I living for? Are you in happiness?