i failed the interview many times since i graduate last year 。every time i was in big tension when face the interviewers due to my poor talking skills and unconfident in my ability。and i think all of my bad performance derive from my introverted character。guys like me are extremely hard to get a job only if he has the gift of some field。But my natural disposition is ordinary。I indulged in the network game neglected my study ,the only gain in my college maybe my English skill,,,but the ture is that the enterprises take the oral english skill on the first place,so i am not quite competitive for my poor communications。。。 i do not weather i should keep learning English,i can not speak very fluent in chinese not to mention in english 。。。maybe it is doomed to be a loser since the day i was born