yesterday i have seen something that i should see,and then i became so crazy ,sad ,upset ,gloom .and i don't know why ,why i reply so rushly to it .at the moment i am not myself ,i just become another person .it's like i fall from the high building and drop down the abyss .while i am back.
ulmost i want to thank that person who help me when i was on the edge of desperate .it's her who say a great deal of cheerful words to me .i even don't know how to thank her though she don't know what have happened and what she guess is all wrong .sometimes i don't understand myself ,i can't control myself when something special occured 。
while one day off ,i am ok .but i still remember the moment and i think for a long time about it .then i have understand that it is nothing but a miserable to me .if i don't care it then i will have a good life and live my peaceful life as usual .
i have kept her words in mind that a friend may help you sometimes ,with a friend you can say what make you unhappy .maybe you will be ok when it is said .so in my view ,it's a blessing to get a friend like her .thank godness and thank her for a second time .
i want to say let's come on together ,forever friend .