-"You successfully pass the interview for this position."

When my manager asked me to do a comparison for both two career roads, there's no doubt that staying with them might be more easier and smooth on my career road.

But I just feel that road is too flat and I would like to take challenge and challenge myself to learn more things.

Actually I feel so bad to leave this project in a sudden and didn't take advice from my manager and my leader, I feel like I own them something and feel very sorry for that. So far, some of my colleagues still don't know I am gonna leave and I have no idea how it goes if they know that. I'm afraid of thinking about them, don't say telling them. I have been crying so much for these few days once I think about the moment of leaving them.

Am I too emotional ? 

Yes, I admit that and I have told myself millions of time to be tough and don't be so emotional when making choices.

Now, my manager let me go and I'm still waiting for the confirmed departure day to AUS, but must be the end of this month.

I feel so nervous and stressful to go there and wanna get good preparation for my job before that day comes.

But I still have no idea what else should I prepare for to go there cos' I probably will stay there for a whole month.

Hope someone got experiences here can help me out.