It was exciting that today is the payday, the very day I expected for a whole month. Even the salary is shy low, my later thirty days will depend on it.

I have worked in this company for nearly 9 months since September last year as a purchaser in the purchasing department. At the beginning, full of passion and curiosity, I was allowed to work here as a purchaser which learned from our purchase manager, because of I know nothing about purchasing in this field as a fresh graduate majoring finance.

Back then, a lot of things I need to learn from the beginning, beside the company’s management rules and purchasing process and importantly the products.

As time goes by, I have commanded much about the career and products materials, even I can work independently. That is what our general manager always told to us, you should learn to face all tough things of your own and that will be a real purchaser. I don’t know if his word is right or not, but clearly I have idea that I need to struggle for it.

But, I feel tied recently. I could not find my passion for work as before. Is that the sign of getting old? Oh, badly it is!

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Personally, there are must some other reasons for that, perhaps the low salary or the working environment. I think it is the former, because of I have getting along well with my colleagues from the first day I entered, to the latter one.

Therefore, it is the very time I need to quit my job and find a better one, a better salary or a good working environment, or both.

Passed through sat up on the two days last weekend, my girlfriend enjoin on me go to bed early tonight. It seems that I will be a liar again. Because I am clicking the keyboard, while she is fall asleep sweetly at home.