I have ever prayed the lord no less than a time in my heart, Let us together, Let him love me.
If he love me or we are together, I would like to supply all my luck of wealth,successful business as well as after 40 age life-span just in exchange for it.
I don't dare to tell him those words, I am afraid of that my love became him heavy load. so I just pray the lord to help me or give me strength like this in my heart again and again.
I bought lottery two weeks ago, I supposed if I could win a prize in a lottery for 5 million, but instead of lost you, I felt brokenhearted very much.i.e. if the heaven give a choice between you and 5 million, I am sure to choose you without hesitation. without 5 million, I could live as a common person, but without you, I would feel my life means nothing at all.
How should I do? my love is so strong that I couldn't stop myself. day after day, I have been suffering every second from the missing.
who can tell me how I should do ?