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Whatever I do, I couldn't make myself clam down, or make my mind became better, so I can only bear pain from heart alone.
Hope, where is my hope?
If....if....if that day I did well, would the result be different?
Is it my fault or doom?
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- Reply @Katherine@
- I think you are too sensitive.
- Reply lailai11
- @Katherine@: I think you are too sensitive.If you really fall in love with a person, you would do!
- Reply lailai11
- Maybe somebody go after fame, somebody strive for wealth, I desire for only real love. Am I wrong?
- Reply @Katherine@
- lailai11: Maybe somebody go after fame, somebody strive for wealth, I desire for only real love. Am I wrong?Ok. I see. Sorry that i misunderstood you at the beginning. But you regret what? Maybe there is something wrong with you and him despite the behavior you regret.
- Reply lailai11
- @Katherine@: Ok. I see. Sorry that i misunderstood you at the beginning. But you regret what? Maybe there is something wrong with you and him despite the behaviorI regret I didn't dress up and when I was with him, I didn't show myself gently, that day I don't know what's wrong with me, I see he gave me some chances, I know in fact he have ever had heartbeat!
- Reply @Katherine@
- lailai11: I regret I didn't dress up and when I was with him, I didn't show myself gently, that day I don't know what's wrong with me, I see he gave me some chaYou are silly! Nothing is wrong with you. The true reason apparently tells that he hasn't been worth to love. Why not try to give up?
- Reply lailai11
- @Katherine@: You are silly! Nothing is wrong with you. The true reason apparently tells that he hasn't been worth to love. Why not try to give up?give up? the truth is I had to give up, did I have the second choice?in fact , I have already been denied.
- Reply sunnyv
- We tend to find the reason why things failed. We often feel we have not done things right, so it did not work well. Come on, it is clear to see that it is not your fault. No matter what you did, the result will be the same. It is probably on his mind for long time already. Now set your mind on something else. Don't let this bother you anymore.
- Reply @Katherine@
- lailai11: give up? the truth is I had to give up, did I have the second choice?in fact , I have already been denied.So please forget him. This is the most corrected access to happiness. It is, i know, full of sorrow and bitterness at the beginning. But you will find it comfortable at last. Besides, maybe there is nothing but esteem left to you now. Don't lose your last asset. Come on.
- Reply lailai11
- sunnyv: We tend to find the reason why things failed. We often feel we have not done things right, so it did not work well. Come on, it is clear to see that iMaybe you are right:"It is probably on his mind for long time already"
in retrospect,that's a fact. I was just afraid of facing the truth.....
- Reply lailai11
- Thank you for your support, I will do it never again,I have decided to give up, though I still be sorrow. I was still unable to get asleep, eat, and I was burried by the tears....
I think I need time, I need time to forget him, forget that he brought me strike and pain, I will try it. I am sure I will be ok.
