Everyone seems like enjoying their present life. They looks like worriless. Someone has already gets enough money to spend, gets a stable job and maybe she or he has nothing to worried. They are satisfied with their life, what they need to do is keep this situation still and enjoy it.

But that lifestyle is unfit to student, like me. First, I am a student, i do not have enough money to spend. And second, i will graduate next year, so i have more pressure this year. I know i must study hard, i need get some important certificates before graduate. But at the end of this term, i notice that how stupid i am, because i am satisfied with my present life. I do a part time job in my free time, this job does not need me to pay for the meal, and besides i can get some pin money. So first, i do not need much money, and second stupid me think it has a long period of time from now to next year. No crisis awareness, no progress. Today, i look back the two terms, i had nothing. My score is not good, and i did not pass the most important tests. The ridiculous thing is i am still enjoying the life, no crisis awareness, untill now.

I did not do a good job during the two terms, just feel sad when i got a bad score. Then it would be ok after some days. I live in this kind of comfortable life and have no anxiety about everything. This kind of phenomenon can be called no crisis awareness. So the consequence is terrible. I learn from it that do not be satisfied with your present life, if you do you would be punished by yourself. So i need crisis awareness to encourage myself. If i do not get the required ability and certificates, what should i do after graduate? Pursue something, move forward.