I am so upset these days. I can't figure it out either.<div><br></div><div>My job. This is the most important reason maybe. I want to change the job. I consider this thing for three months. Before my winter vacation. The most wrong thing i have done was i told everybody that i want to find a new job. My parents, my boyfriend, my classmates and some people even i don't really know them. So there is the question. They all ask me about the job almost everyday. Are you finding a job? What kind of job are you going to find? How is it going? Why are you still not find it? Balabala…I am an English teacher in a kindergarten. I already graduated &amp;nbsp;this year. To be honest, i don't like the job i do not because the job. There exists something unfair, the people, some relationship between each other so fake. Instead, there must have something are good. Like a leaf has two sides. I want to change my job, it's true. But i don't want to defy it so deep. There must have something i would like to value.</div><div><br></div><div>I am so confused. Maybe i am just lack of courage to face it, to face the reality. When i write here, i read it myself. I find i didn't express the feeling inside of my heart clearly. Please point a light way to me.