I think I become lazy recently. And I feel confused and nervous these days. I worry about too much what I can’t change. Sometimes I lose patience for something and somebody. I am not sure what to do and how to deal with it. Life seems that it’s not so bright in front of me, and it’s unfair for more and more things. The worst is that I lose my confidence to fight for better things.

Oh my god, how down I am. The voice from my bottom heart wakes me up: come on, it’s OK, it’s so normal to be up and down in different stage of life.

Yes, maybe it is. Life is full of ups and downs. Who knows what will happen in next second.

Standing at the window, the wind blows softly, it makes me feel better, wish that the wind blows away my blue mood, leaves the positive energy for me to continue the job.